Live for me

I was talking to the lord the other day. Telling him how I would die for him. Be like one of the greats. Scripture martyrs, or Joan of Ark, targeted christian in the middle east. I especially feel this on a bad day. When Jesus is the only one who understands me.  and I’m letting myself get depressed, disgusted and disappointed at the world.

Well…… as I was praying the lord says “How about Live for me” ….I knew what he was telling me.  To look for the good around me, have faith in God, be still, and know who is God. Be happy now! No matter whats happening or not happening. Don’t envy those resting with me in heaven. Be happy, Find joy, make the world a better place. This is my quest.